Hurting from within

These thoughts they

Will not leave me

Trapped in my own

Self hatred

Wishing someone would free me

Ive lost touch with reality

I can no longer keep track

I stare in the mirror

And nothing stares back

Ive let out many cries for help

Silent cries that went unheard

But I've always known I'm in this alone

My problems where never meant to be shared

Self paining thoughts

That lurk inside

Reminding me of every sin

And every time I've lied

Redemption is a luxury

I may never recieve

Forever tainted

The evil inside will never leave

Death may be the answer

To make the world a better place

But I'm too big a coward

To leave without a trace

I have no choice

But live on in agony

And stay out of everybody's way

No choice but to live on as a shadow

With nothing ever to say